January 2009
Again with some random facts. Just because I’m bored. 1. I cannot donate blood. If I do donate blood, it will just get rejected, so there’s no point in actually trying. I wish I could though. I hate the feeling when I’m giving blood but I feel so good afterwards. Too bad that won’t happen again. 2. I have no self confidence. I do not think I look good at all, which is...
Jan 31st
I really like those things going around facebook right now that when you get tagged, you are supposed to write 25 things about yourself, so i figured I’d do something like that on here. 1. I’m very OCD about certain things, like when I go to starbucks and order a hot drink. The hole on the lid has to be lined up with the logo on the cup and the sleeve on the cup also has to be lined...
Jan 30th
“Say what you mean, and not because someone else said it, but because it’s...”
– Bryce Avary
Jan 28th
What do I do? I know it’s a question that only I can answer. What do I do with the memories I want to forget? The pictures that flood my computer? It seems like everything I do has some sort of connection to her and I don’t want it. I want to cut off all ties. I don’t want to remember any of what we had. It just hurts that much more. After being treated poorly for years, and I...
Jan 26th
Christian is sick today. Actually, I got home from work last night and he was sick then. He had a fever and we think he had a sore throat. He wouldn’t take his medicine, which for him is weird because he ALWAYS takes his medicine. He likes taking it. But yesterday he wouldn’t. We finally got him to take it. Got him in my room. Had the vaporizor running, and he finally fell asleep....
Jan 25th
I am bored. I want to get out of the house, but it’s almost one in the morning, and I kind of can’t go anywhere. I really don’t want to sit at home all day every day anymore. Tomorrow, we’re supposed to look at a gym. I want to join. I hope we do.
Jan 23rd
So I heard about the murder at Virginia Tech today and it sickens me. First that crazy shooting and now this. I’m honestly so glad that I don’t go to that school. I feel horrible for the family of the victim of that murder, and the previous shooting. They are in my thoughts and prayers. On a brighter note, I think this weekend might actually be the weekend I get my new camera....
Jan 22nd
Overall, today (or yesterday I guess) was horrible. After what seemed like weeks of putting it off, I finally decided to go get my hair cut. I told the lady that I wanted it short, and I gave her a length that I wanted it at, but she still cut it too short. So now, I have hair that looks like a little boy’s. First, I woke up to a huge pain in my arm, that actually brought me to tears. When...
Jan 20th
Each and every day I look for something Something I have yet to find in my twenty years of life It’s usually accompanied by a smile and a few laughs This something is called Happiness. Have you found it? Each and every day I feel something Something I’ve felt nearly every day of my twenty years of life It usually is found alongside the tears I shed This something is called Sadness....
Jan 19th
HOLIDAY PARADE IS RELEASING A FULL LENGTH, NOT AN EP. yay for more music by them. love those guys to death.
Jan 18th
So I just looked at my dashboard and wow, there are actually people that follow me. You guys are great. Although, there really isn’t anything in here that’s all that important. I had an awesome day today. Jamie and I decided that we wanted to go see Just Left perform acoustic at a Hot Topic about an hour away. So we did, and they were awesome. Check them out if you haven’t....
Jan 17th
I love going into Holiday Parade chats. They always put me in such a good mood. I woke up with a stiff neck. I put an Icy Hot Patch on it hoping that would help but it didn’t. I sat with a heating pad on, didn’t work. I put some muscle pain relief lotion stuff on it, didn’t work. My neck is pretty much killing me right now, but that’s okay. I was supposed to interview...
Jan 15th
I’m curious to find out if anyone reads this. I mean, there’s nothing super useful in any one of these. Mostly just rambling about music and how much living at home bothers me, but that’s okay because it’s my blog and I can write what I want. My room smells really strongly of vanilla. Christian got into my lotion this morning. The entire bottle was over him, over my...
Jan 13th
i love holiday parade. they are consuming my life at this very moment
Jan 7th